Here’s
why I love movies. I just finished
watching “The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel” and realized that, while watching it
with the windows open, the traffic going by, people clicking in and out of the
gate that opens onto the sidewalk, and conversation happening between those
walking on the sidewalk, I hadn’t heard any of it. Or rather – I had heard the sounds of life happening outside
my window but they hadn’t penetrated as usual.
Films
transport. The good ones take us
over while we are watching them.
Films – even fictional films – show us another reality – not the one we
experience usually - that we enter and live in – even if only for a couple of
hours while we watch them. Films
show us ways to BE that we haven’t considered.
Movies
carry us along with them. They
provide character and plot that we haven’t lived, but might – if we dare take a
step outside of ourselves. Not
recreating ourselves as if we were the character in a film, but perhaps
locating some aspect of self, some buried desire or characteristic, that the
character in that film awakens in us.
It’s
not that we might be someone else – someone from a movie – but that we might
become fully who we are. A movie
can reach out to us and teach us who we might be if we will notice how we are
affected by even the smallest image.
Watching
Evelyn/Judi Dench walk alone along the streets of Jaipur, surrounded by its
natives, who appear so different from her – watching her observe her
surroundings and respond to them stirs up in me the excitement I often
experience when I am in a crowd of strangers. I feel myself swept along – almost as if I’m outside of the
milieu while yet inside of it – noticing how this person moves, the generous
laugh of another, the sunlight on the face of a third. And to watch Evelyn move through her
scene reminds me that I don’t seek out such scenes often enough.
When
Norman/Bill Nighy finally explodes at his wife, Jean/Penelope Wilton, about who
she has become and how little he receives from her, I experience again the
pride and energy of having expressed myself honestly – balls-to-the-wall style
– to others. A chord strikes in me
also at the opportunities I’ve let slip by for sharing my truth.
I
love movies for – and often in spite of – the ways they manipulate me; the
sounds or the produced or source music combine with the camera angle, the
choice of sharp or soft focus, the composition of the shot all combine to
elicit an emotion. In life we get
to choose what we attend to – and can, and do, make these (often unconscious)
choices to avoid a feeling.
When I’m captured by a movie moment, or swept along in
the movement of the film, someone else’s choices draw the emotion to the
surface. Yet, in involvement in a
well-composed film I don’t feel resentful of any of this. Instead – after viewing such a film I
feel only thankful – that everyone involved in it did what they did. I feel grateful – as if I’ve received a
gift – and one, that unlike cake, is something you can both have and take in –
at the same time.